“Seeing is believing, but touching is making sure.” (Kenrick Sholto Sr.)
I heard my father say this during carnival time in Baltimore, MD a few years ago and everyone within earshot of us agreed instantly, even shaking his hand for a few minutes before going on their way. I’m a firm believer in this saying myself because faith alone doesn’t do it for me.
My name is Kenrick Sholto Jr. and I’m from the Fort Greene section of Brooklyn, New York, and have lived in a few states. I consider myself a very genuine, confident, talented, selective, and at times destructively unsure of myself when I need to go after what I want. It doesn’t help that I can’t shake the phony family members and associates no matter what I try. I never seem to enjoy the loyalty that I demonstrate to others and it frustrates me to no end. Why do I even exist? I question everything and those that I know that lean on GOD for their answers frown on me for being wary of what doesn’t add up to me. I’m very conflicted in terms of who and what I can trust, what I want or what I may or may not be worthy of, and I just feel that somehow I’m at a “now or never” point in my life. I’m NOT done yet, and as unsure as I can be at times I’m a Taurus and just as stubborn when I need to be. Maybe if I’m motivated enough to write down as many of my thoughts as possible I may be able to convert these collections of thoughts into book form. I guess we’ll see in due time.
My Rebuild and Reboot 